.November 6, 2005 ' 19:34 Y
HEY. heh. sorry. i'm suppose to update ya'll right? hahax. sorray! okok. so. went to meet puny at tampines mall supposedly because i needed to get varnish but in the end never.. we went to take neoprints. AGAIN. haha the machine that got roxane, gloria & myself addicted to. hehex. den after that! we went to meet renny at somerset to watch asian beats held at the youth park. he said he was gonne bring his bandmateS but in the end uh.. only one was there. this guy. VERY CUTE. hur hur.. so, went to seven eleven to get my panadol and puny got milk.ugh! she said itll make her grow. uh huh.. we'll see ya? ahak! den after that, went to BK's for dinner. renny and his oh-so-cute friend went to subway. after dinner. we went to watch the music competition at youth park. damn cool. lotsa different talents. aha~ the guy's so cute.. hehex after the competition went to heeren to have fun and take more pictures. and that guy is so cute. haha. i can just flood this entry with 'that guy is so cute' hehehex. okok. after that we had to leave.. both puny and i left them. yes. THE CUTE GUY and renny. after that.. we went home and thats it. felt like committing suicide again. BARGH!! my head kills me. i dont get along well with some people (like what they say.) argh!!! some people are just attention seekers. they just gets on my nerves! like what i said before.
dont hide things from me. just tell me god damn it! tell me straight in the face and stop feeling guilty and trying so hard to hide it when youre actually showing it. if you dont want me to be alive or want me around just fuckingly tell me! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I CAN KILL MYSELF IF YOU WANT ME TO YOU KNOW!!! jie: i'll tell you about this story when i see you. and now saturday. didnt do much. had to stay at home and take care of mummy dearest. she aint feeling well. both sister and dad's out. puny came over to my house to pass me the usb plug to transfer the pictures into my laptop.. den she went off to meet someone. wahh. she's fast forwarding.. hehex. no luh. i'm talking crap. argh. i hate this feeling. aiya! whatever luh. i'll end it here. bye everyone!! dont forget to come to my funeral if you guys hear that i'm dead.
SITY KAY!